Wednesday, October 5, 2016

Day Ten: A Mixed Bag

Today was a long ride. I’m glad it’s over.  The more I think about it the more I’m convincing myself that the major difference between my daily progress on the Camino de Santiago and Camino de Texas is the trailer I’m pulling with all of my camping gear and extra food supplies.  I think it has a cumulative affect on distances.

I’m gratified by the times that I can stop to pray.  They give me an opportunity to not only focus on God but also to let go of the need to be going.  When I get lost in the liturgy I actually forget about how slow I’m going.

A couple of things helped me see the presence of God.  On the several times when I just felt I had no energy to climb a hill I would stop and walk.  Then you can really slow down.  I watched this butterfly dance all around me.  At times he was twenty yards ahead and then so close I thought he would alight on me.  I secretly hoped he would. 

Another mercy that frequented me today were the clouds.  We’ve had clear blue skies the last two days.  Today there were thick billowy clouds.  The kind that look like a sheet of cotton balls.  With them came a gentle breeze and when the burning sun would hide behind them it was grace filled.  You had to stop soak it in.

I’ve seen a variety of wild life.  Not all alive.  (Deer, cats, dogs, lots of armadillos.  Lots of armadillos.)  Yesterday I saw a beautiful hawk lying on the side of the road.  He must have just been clipped by a car or truck.  I’ve watch deer jump away from me. I’ve unintentionally spooked two herds of cattle into a stampede.  I feel bad about that.

This is something that brings to my mind the sacredness of life.  Anyone who knows me know I’m not a vegetarian.  But that doesn’t mean I don’t think all animal life is valuable.  I’ve even tried to steer clear of harming spiders on this trip because they’re part of the circle. 

Killing indiscriminately is a crime against God’s creation.  Again as I think about the technological advances that we’ve made as a society it doesn’t seem that many of our inventions honor life.  Nor do they connect us to the Creation around us.  Being on the bike I can feel the wind, smell the smells, and see the shade from trees as I approach.  On the bicycle you can even feel the change in terrain beneath you rolling up or down.  You feel the heat in the asphalt.  You can’t do that in a car.  We have learned to completely control our environment.  In a car you hardly notice the slight changes in grade and temperature.

Who knows if this is important?  But I know I haven’t hit an animal with my bicycle.  Although a few dogs have come close.

Last thoughts for today.  If I lived in Gonzalez County I would be wondering how road repair budgets are being spent.  From Fayette to Gonzalez to Caldwell Counties the road qualities and bridge upkeep had (in my estimation) a large disparity.  Horrible.

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